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Semangat ION.
Gw tau lu cukup tangguh.
U can make it.
Sabar sabar ya.
Time will help us to get through it.


Halo dok :p
Thanks for the encouragement.

Semua indah pada waktunya ya. Hahaa

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I'm losing my faith.

Im once a firm believer. Now im not.
I never thought i would lose my faith.
But yeah.. it's happening.

Im going to hell according my religion. Hahaha
If this the doing of satan. He definetly win.

But the truth is they all don't exist. I mean the ones in the religions.
I still believe for something out there greater than us exist.
But not from these outdated story book.


The truth, that we have nothing after dies seems affect me on the subconcious mind.
It makes me sad that the life we had will be perish. We cannot experience it anymorend. how sad to think for the wasted life. To think there is some people who not yet live their life
To the fullest. To think there are people who died suffering. People who dying.. hoping their life will be better after death.
But there is just nothingness. I feel mad for people who takes other people life. I feel sad for people who takes their on life.

And it seems everything is didn't matter in the end. Yet we must struggle to living to the end..

I think everybody should realize this. And the world will be a better place.

No matter what we did we all gonna die. No matter what we did the universe will end. So why we don't
Just live in harmony ? Live in peace? Enjoy life ? We only have this time.
Do you just want to live by work sleep and repeat ?

Huft.. and that kind of thinking made me depressed. Because how much i want yo be free from these.. i cant.
You can't.. we can't..

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I'm losing my faith.

Im once a firm believer. Now im not.
I never thought i would lose my faith.
But yeah.. it's happening.

Im going to hell according my religion. Hahaha
If this the doing of satan. He definetly win.

But the truth is they all don't exist. I mean the ones in the religions.
I still believe for something out there greater than us exist.
But not from these outdated story book.


The truth, that we have nothing after dies seems affect me on the subconcious mind.
It makes me sad that the life we had will be perish. We cannot experience it anymorend. how sad to think for the wasted life. To think there is some people who not yet live their life
To the fullest. To think there are people who died suffering. People who dying.. hoping their life will be better after death.
But there is just nothingness. I feel mad for people who takes other people life. I feel sad for people who takes their on life.

And it seems everything is didn't matter in the end. Yet we must struggle to living to the end..

I think everybody should realize this. And the world will be a better place.

No matter what we did we all gonna die. No matter what we did the universe will end. So why we don't
Just live in harmony ? Live in peace? Enjoy life ? We only have this time.
Do you just want to live by work sleep and repeat ?

Huft.. and that kind of thinking made me depressed. Because how much i want yo be free from these.. i cant.
You can't.. we can't..

aku juga berpikir sama dengan mu..


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Wah sennag bisa ketemu yg sepemikiran. What do you feel about it ?
Are you happy ? Depressed ?

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Time flies.. this year you leave so soon toon..
I'm still missing you..

I know.. i know my place.. i am nobody to you.

I wish i could tell you my feelings..
So i can be done with this..

I didn't fear rejection.. i know you'll probably reject me.
I fear you'll leave me. Never met you again..

Or is that the best way to end this ?

I kept this too long.. i can't even brought it up.
How much year passed ? 13 years ?

Yeah 13 years i kept this feeling.. i know my feeling is real.
Even until know i still skip a beat seeing you in front of me.


I love you my dear..

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Oh i didnt realize writing such heartbreak on valentines day. How ironic. Hahaha

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Time flies.. this year you leave so soon toon..
I'm still missing you..

I know.. i know my place.. i am nobody to you.

I wish i could tell you my feelings..
So i can be done with this..

I didn't fear rejection.. i know you'll probably reject me.
I fear you'll leave me. Never met you again..

Or is that the best way to end this ?

I kept this too long.. i can't even brought it up.
How much year passed ? 13 years ?

Yeah 13 years i kept this feeling.. i know my feeling is real.
Even until know i still skip a beat seeing you in front of me.


I love you my dear..

Cinta yang tertahan.....lama banget..13 tahun :pipimerah: :pipimerah: :pipimerah:


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Wah sennag bisa ketemu yg sepemikiran. What do you feel about it ?
Are you happy ? Depressed ?

Tergantung mood...
kadang happy...kadang depresi....gak stabil...

Aku termasuk perenung parah....kalau mood lagi baik...segala sesuatu bermakna ..bahkan kesulitan[un bisa gampang dimaknai...
Tapi jangan tanya kalau mood ku legi di bawah....apapun jadi tak berarti, hidup terasa berat,,,bahkan ada keinginan untuk "terbang" keluar dari bumi ini..entah ke mana...


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Cinta yang tertahan.....lama banget..13 tahun :pipimerah: :pipimerah: :pipimerah:


My life still go on tho.. i mean walaupun gw sampe sekarang masi menyimpan rasa.
Tapi gw udah punya seorang lain yg gw cinta.

Mungkin bener kata oran,g cinta pertama itu tak kan pernah terlupakan.

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Tergantung mood...
kadang happy...kadang depresi....gak stabil...

Aku termasuk perenung parah....kalau mood lagi baik...segala sesuatu bermakna ..bahkan kesulitan[un bisa gampang dimaknai...
Tapi jangan tanya kalau mood ku legi di bawah....apapun jadi tak berarti, hidup terasa berat,,,bahkan ada keinginan untuk "terbang" keluar dari bumi ini..entah ke mana...


Terdengar seperti orang yang bipolar wkwkww kidding.

Gw kayaknya secara konstan depressed. Sejak gw beres kuliah.
Mungkin karena banyak pikiran ttg memenuhi kebutuhan hidup. Lol

Tidur biasanya bisa bawa kita terbang ke dunia yg seperti itu.
Itu yg biasa gw lakuin sih kalo lagi down.

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Cinta yang tertahan.....lama banget..13 tahun :pipimerah: :pipimerah: :pipimerah:


My life still go on tho.. i mean walaupun gw sampe sekarang masi menyimpan rasa.
Tapi gw udah punya seorang lain yg gw cinta.

Mungkin bener kata oran,g cinta pertama itu tak kan pernah terlupakan.
betul..cinta pertama selalu di kenangan paling indah...

Salam untu yang disayang....


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Tergantung mood...
kadang happy...kadang depresi....gak stabil...

Aku termasuk perenung parah....kalau mood lagi baik...segala sesuatu bermakna ..bahkan kesulitan[un bisa gampang dimaknai...
Tapi jangan tanya kalau mood ku legi di bawah....apapun jadi tak berarti, hidup terasa berat,,,bahkan ada keinginan untuk "terbang" keluar dari bumi ini..entah ke mana...


Terdengar seperti orang yang bipolar wkwkww kidding.

Gw kayaknya secara konstan depressed. Sejak gw beres kuliah.
Mungkin karena banyak pikiran ttg memenuhi kebutuhan hidup. Lol

Tidur biasanya bisa bawa kita terbang ke dunia yg seperti itu.
Itu yg biasa gw lakuin sih kalo lagi down.


gue pernah mikir gue bipolar....
gue pernah konstan depress juga waktu lulus dan belum dapat kerjaan...gak ding...setelah diPHK dari kerjaan pertama setelah lulus...

iya sih..tidur paling bis anyembuhin..tapi kadang tidur juga gak bisa


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my leap of faith ended up crashing.

i'm crashing down to the ground and died.
i know it was not a good place. but i dont think it was bad.

so bad, that i felt a lil bit regret left my previous job.
i kinda feel cheated on with this company.

i can't go back though. i should move forward.
i dont know if i can though. i must get a new job before this month end..

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I had applied for another job . Thanks to my partner.. i think i got a job..
Still too early tho to celebrate. My life still uncertain...
I think what i can do is hoping on my faith.

If i dont land on this job. I think i'll give up working.
I'll create my own cash.. i hope i can do it tho..

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I had applied for another job . Thanks to my partner.. i think i got a job..
Still too early tho to celebrate. My life still uncertain...
I think what i can do is hoping on my faith.

If i dont land on this job. I think i'll give up working.
I'll create my own cash.. i hope i can do it tho..

Plan A and Plan B...You can do it Ions...Just keep in faith. Everything will be ok.


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"Mungkin disini ada pelajaran yang bisa dipetik,
kita tidak pernah tau apa yang akan terjadi di masa depan maka dari itu bersiap-siaplah.
dan jika ada jatuh bangun percayalah pada akhirnya semua akan baik-baik saja."

mampir kutip .... di salah satu bab Ion Notes..

Tulis buku aja Ion


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